Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Going about my Fathers Business!

Going about my Father’s Business

“The Kingdom of Heaven is at hand. Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse the lepers, cast out demons. You receive without paying; give without pay.”
-Matthew 10:7
Daddy, lover of my Soul, my strong tower, my refuge, best friend, my everything, I give you all honor. I love you so much, I love you, I love you because you have saved me with your wonderful grace. I love you because you have filled me with love to love you with. You are so perfect mighty king. You are so beautiful, I love everything about you, and I would not change a thing about you. I only want more of you. More of your love, more of your joy, more of your peace, more of your power. Papa, I ask you to increase your abounding love. Let there be an explosion of your spirit that reaches every person on this Earth. Give me supernatural help in the realm of love. God, let every aspect of my life be in perfect line with your word, both spoken and written. I want to be completely submitted to your leadership. I put complete trust in you. I will never question you! Daddy, let the spirit of Acts 2 infiltrate my world, my house of prayer, my heart. Let the thunder of you power shake religious foundations, shake our hearts, wake up this generation. I cry out for this generation for understanding, intimacy, and love. Let there be a revolution of love. An explosion of your love that will break every paradigm that is not of you. Give me an experience of your love, fill me so much that it starts to flow from me onto every person that I come in contact with. I ask you for the “more than” and the “other than”.. Only more of you! Release throne room encounters, visions, and dreams. Daddy, let the brightness of your face touch my human spirit. I ask for sounds, voices, and ideas from the Throne Room would totally shake me in your Glory! Let the glory be on me constantly, let me live in it. Send a glory cloud to every assembly. Let me have a new resolve of the Holy Spirit. I contend for signs, miracles, grace, quickening of the Spirit, fire, drunken glory, joy, LOVE, peace, and all of the things that you have promised in your word! God, I give you my whole heart, everything that I am is for your delight. Establish my heart, and make me new. I crucify my flesh and ask for repentance. I ask you for a new dimension of your holiness. Let me be structured out of your holiness. Make me blameless in holiness, with no compromise. ESTABLISH MY HEART! Let the lightning and thunder strike from your Throne Room into my heart. Give me more! You are my heart’s desire. I want your heartbeat, I want your eyes, I want your ears. Let me know the activity of your spirit. You are the God of acts. You are so perfect! I stand in the gap between your great desire and our great need. Give me above and beyond what I ask of even can think. I believe you hear me, and will answer my prayers because I am in agreement with your word. Reveal the miracle of your love, and the liberty of your holiness. Thank you savior! I love you so much more than anything. Amen!

Ok, I wrote out that prayer because I wanted to get some agreement on the things I am feeling! Now, this is a really great prayer that I found in the Bible. It is a great prayer for spiritual growth through love.
Ephesians 3:14-21
When I think of all you have done I fall to my knees to praise you, creator of everything on Earth and in Heaven. I pray that from your glorious, unlimited resources, you will empower me with inner strength through your spirit. Then make your home in my heart because I trust you. Let my roots grow deep in your love and keep me strong in your love. Give the power to understand, as everyone should, how long, how high, and how deep your love is. Let me experience the love of Christ, though it is too grand to understand. Give me understanding. Then make me complete with all the fullness of life and the power that comes from you. Glory to God who is able! Through your mighty power at work within me, to accomplish infinitely more than I might ask or think. Glory to him in the church and in Christ Jesus through generations forever and ever! Amen!
Wow, now if you are still reading I am blessed to have you as a friend, because either you really love me or the better you really love Jesus!
Ok, the reason for this blog is to explain what is happening in my life. God is constantly giving me new revelation, so my life changes every week, but this will be a constant thing. I am moving to Kentucky! I was going to go to Kentucky for a month and then go to Mozambique, Africa, to do a missions school with Heidi Baker for 3 months. I am not going to do that until October. Well actually I am not going to put Gods work on a time line. So… whenever god wants me to go I will go. I know that I do not need to go now! It was confirmed because my friend that was going with me did not know that I had decided to go in October, and I was feeling bad because I was thinking that I was going to have to look at pictures while he was over there and I was here in the states. God takes care of his little girl. I’m a little spoiled with favor! Haha..the cool thing is that every child of the King is his favorite, just some ask for more. I am one of those annoying kids who ask for EVERYTHING! I always want more, because I am only satisfied with all of him and that will keep me seeking viciously for the rest of my life. Anyways, Lyle told me a few days later that he was going to wait till October to go to Iris Ministries in Mozambique. Yay God! You’re so cool Pops! Anyhow, I’m moving to Kentucky to help out Promise Land, Calhoun, Ky! I will be living by myself, which will be great! A lot of time to constantly be in communion with God. P.s. you should think about taking communion every day. See what God says to you about that! Not to make it a religious ritual, but to constantly be full of him! WoW! I do not know how long I am going to stay in Kentucky, but when God says I’ve been there long enough I am going to go to Shreveport, Louisiana with my Uncle and auntie Suber. I am going to help them. A friend recently prophesied over me that I was made to travel around and build up small places, and then a few days later this grand plan is unveiled! I’m standing on his promises! Haha.. I am getting holy laughter just thinking about how great God is! Haha! I was really hesitant about writing about me moving for one, and then what God is doing in my life, because I did not want people to think I am crazy. I honestly don’t really care though. I am a laid down lover of the king and I will do anything to please him, regardless of what people say, or what society labels as “practical”... Every bit of “logic”, understanding, wisdom, etc. is coming from the grand creator of plans! I trust him! Anywho… my life has really dramatically changed. I have never been happier, full of so much joy, and love. I feel complete! Not satisfied, just complete! I know the key to ultimate joy! Honestly, listen to me! It is achieved through an experience of God’s abounding love. I had my first encounter with God’s love a few months ago. It totally messed me up, because I was not mentally prepared for it. My heart was in the right place, but I did not understand how to reject negativity and turn it into love! Haha! Patricia King gave me a trick to do to people that hurt me, get a picture of them and smile at it and tell it “I love you so much” everyday. It trains your mind to love the people that hurt you so badly! Great key! This year has been a tsunami of the change in the spirit for me. I brought the year in with The Call. I was screaming freedom when the clock hit 12! So…you can only imagine. I came back to reality but with a new flame burning deep. January was full of prayer and fasting. I didn’t understand why I kept feeling like I was hitting a glass ceiling, but I was and it was driving me crazy! February was started off at a prophetic conference. I got anointed be Keith Miller! But I was in the midst of all of these people who operate in this realm that was completely foreign to me, but was everything that I wanted. I felt the Glory so strongly for the first time in years after that conference. The night that the glory came on me, I experienced God’s Love, and it was an actual tangible feeling. Like a warmth and electricity throughout my entire body. After that I was really messed up. It’s like I started seeing things the way God see’s them. I do not think I was matured enough for that, and it kind of made me a little sour about religion and people. That okay to a point. Now, I still cannot tolerate fake people or religion but I can look at them through love and the way God sees them. He sees everyone at their highest potential all the time! Also, so many people that are bound to religion do not even realize that they are trapped. The power of his love is so transforming. February and March were tough… BUT April wow… has been blissful! Perfect love!!!! So, I went to Alabama to, The Call. It was great! I got to attend it with my best friends, including Becky, a roommate/sister from Christian Life College. I am so blessed to have such great people in my life! Anyways totally transformed by freedom, love, and liberty I got from worshipping in agreement with thousands or other people. Anyhow, we had to leave the Call early and my spiritual advisor told me that I needed to claim a 7x blessing for the blessing I missed at the last of the call. At the Call you intercede and fast for 10 hours and then the last 2 just worshipping. I had to miss the last two, so I was that spoiled kid who said “Daddy I want what the other kids got plus a lot more!” haha! I got a lot more! That Sunday was the freest service that I had ever been in. There were healings and just joyous love for my papa with no agenda! I loved it so much! My week in Kentucky was so great for me. I changed a lot honestly. You say that is impossible, believe what you want but I got wacky! I am almost that crazy woman at prophetic circles that has the banners and flags! Haha.. not really! I just got to really spend time with Jesus to figure out just how much he loves me. I really found out! One night I got so drunk in the glory that Cait, Lyle, and I just laid in a wheat field and got full of the glory. Now, it cannot be held in. that is why I wrote this insanely long blog, because I want everyone to know, like “yada” the father. Treat him like he is your husband, your first love, your only desire and he will totally take over your life through love! And WOW what an adventure loving him is! Beware this experience of love will totally change the way you see life, people, your goals, your dreams, your present state, and will give you new convictions. It’s great… the most fulfilling thing in life. And it will give you complete and utter joy! I don’t know why I feel like writing this, but maybe someone who reads this will need to remember what true undefiled religion is. Well according to James 1:27,
Religion that is pure and undefiled before God, the father, is this: to visit the orphans and the widows in their affliction, and to keep oneself unstained from the world. Here are some other great scriptures on love and responsibility of loving like Jesus loves so that we can become more like him!!
My favorite Scriptures this month:

Mt. 10:42
“And whoever gives one of these little ones even a cup of cold water because he is a disciple; truly, I say to you, he will by no means lose his reward!”
Mt. 18:5-6
“whosoever receives one such child in my name receives me, but whosoever causes one of these little ones who believe in me to sin it would be better for him to have a great millstone fastened around his neck and to be drowned to the depth of the sea.”
Mt. 22:37-40
“You shall love the Lord with all your heart soul and all your mind. This is the great commandment. And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as yourself. On these two commandments depend all the law and the prophets.”
Mt. 25:40—see vs. 45 also.
“And the King will answer them, ‘truly, I say to you, as you did it to one of the least of these my brothers, you did it to me.”
Mark 4:26
“The Kingdom of God is if a man should scatter seed on the ground. He sleeps and rises night and day, and the seed sprouts and grows; he knows not how. The earth produces by itself, first the blade, then the ear, then the full grain in the ear. But when the grain is ripe, at once he puts in the sickle, because the harvest has come.”
Mark 16:12
“Go ye unto all the world and proclaim the gospel to the whole creation. Whosoever believes and is baptized will be saved, but whosoever does not believe will be condemned. And these signs will accompany those who believe: in my name they will cast out demons; they will speak in the new tongues; they will pick up serpents with their hands; and if they drink any deadly poison, it will not hurt them; they will lay their hands on the sick, and they will recover!”
WOW!
Luke 10:25… read it.
Luke 14:12
“When you give a dinner or banquets do not invite your friends or your brothers or your relatives or rich neighbors, lest they also invite you in return and you will be repaid. But when you give a feast, invite the poor, the crippled, the lame, the blind, and you will be blessed, because they cannot repay you. You will be repaid at the resurrection of the just.”
I John 4:7-21—the whole chapter! Actually the whole book of I John has been a total filet minion for me!
John 6:35
“I am the bread of life whoever comes to me shall not hunger, and whosoever believes in me shall never thirst. But I said to you that you have seen me and yet do not believe. All that the Father gives me will come to me, and whoever comes to me I will never cast out. For I have come down from Heaven, not to do my own will, but the will of him who sent me. And this is the will of him who sent me, that I should lose nothing of all that he has given me, but raise it up on the last day, For this is the will of my Father, that everyone who looks on the Son and believes in him should have eternal life, and I will raise up on the last day.
John 14:18
“I will not leave you like orphans; I will come to you. Yet a little while and the world will see me no more, but you will see me. Because I live, you also will live. In that day you will know that I am in my Father and you in me, and I in you. Whoever has my commandments and keeps them, he it is who loves me, And he who loves me will be loved by my father, and I will love him and manifest myself to him.
John 15:9
As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Abide in my love. If you keep my commandments, you will abide in my love, just as I have kept my Father’s commandments and abide in his love.
All of Acts 2
II Cor. 12:9
“My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weakness, so that the power of Christ may rest on me. For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weakness, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak I am strong.
Galatians 2: 20
I have been crucified with Christ, it is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live in flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.
Galatians 5:6
For in Christ Jesus neither circumcision nor uncircumcision counts for anything, but only faith working through love.

Galatians 5:22
But the fruits of the Spirit are LOVE, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control: against such things there is no law.

--Luke 17:21 Is really great!
I Peter 1:8
Though you have not seen him, you love him. Though you do not now see him, you believe in him and rejoice with the joy that is inexpressible and filled with glory.
I John 3:16
By this we know love that he laid down his life for us, and we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers.
I cor. 2:9
“What no eye has seen, nor ear heard, nor the heart of man imagined, what God has prepared for those who love him.”









1 comment:

Carlo said...

Praise the Lord sis!! I want what you got too! I haven't felt that fulfilled in a loooong time. But I'm working on it. Long story, better write to you on Facebook. But I'm blessed by the really long post.