Fly Me to the Moon

Fly me to the moon Some times oh how I wish I could just Go Away. I am in Theology of the Church, and I am kind of bored. Uhh Lala I want a far away place a place that is so far away. No one that knows anything about me/my kind. I had a dream a few nights ago. I dreamt that, I was doing my laundry naked outside of my dorm. I didnt realize that I was naked until Vanessa C. text me and told me. I looked over and She, Gary David, and Micah Johnson were in the car next to me. Gary was gagging, and that really upset me. So I covered myself and ran towards my room. I ran through mud and go all dirty. Anyways, As I ran up the stairs Jake Palma was just chilling by my room. I was so embarrassed. I covered myself and apologized. I interpreted my dream, and there are so many weird meanings. Like Me doing Laundry out side shows that, my life is exposed. Me suddenly realizing that I m naked means that I have a sexual tension and I am hiding something. I dont know of anything I am hiding. I guess I may be able to see the tension. Then the mud isI really can not remember. Then my embarrassment shows that I want to impress people. I guess I want to impress the student senate. I do not know. I do know that a friend, Bali, and waking up at 3pm everydayAnd people will sing, Aint no sunshine when shes gone. Aint no sunshine when she is gone, and she is always gone to long, any time she goes away I can not wait for the day when a am so gratis. My family will give up hope that I will be home for Thanksgiving I will say to many nights of adventure to lie without. I want to see every world wonder. I want to be the wildflower that is love. I want to be educated in many fields. I will not have to stay in one place for any longer than I want. I know that may be irresponsible of me, but I am the rain. I come from one place or source, and fall everywhere. I want ski Switzerland on the 3rd, and in Africa working with Red Cross on the 20th. I want to publish multiple volumes of my experience, and the lack there of. I want to always be happy. I want love to always be the most active thing about my life. I want, Passion to control every thought. I want to backpack Tibet and understand the meaning of perfect peace and harmony. As for my lover, I want a man to totally love every imperfection that makes me unique. I want a guy that will laugh at my jokes. I want someone who will simply hold me, and make my world stop turning with a mere touch. Someone that will love my grandmother, and listen to all of her stories of old. He will want to ride motorcycles with my pops. I also want someone who acts just like my dad. My dad is one of the most noble men on this planet, and I want to love someone with all of the same character traits. I want to be urban but still have the inner country bunckin mentality. Audra Rochelle Frederick- Noble Little Rock Dr. Segraves just told the meaning of his name. Daniel- Judged by God!! He said it kept him sober. Haha I love Dr. Dan! Caleb means dog. You know what else I want?! I want to be a size 2 for the rest of my life. Your so vain, I bet you think this song is about youyour so vain! I LOVE LIFE I really do I think that if I did not live a life of adventure I could live, but it is not me. I only ask of life one thing, and that is happiness. I will have happiness if I have God, passion and love. So go on girlget down and fly me to the moon.

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Ahhh.. I am in a very weird mood. I am not sure that I want to be here. I just got back to Stockton, from Christmas break. I am ready to be in India. I had a very weird day, I woke up late. Then I went to the office, where I had a Rose Bowl shirt waiting on me!! GO TEXAS! I have trust in you! Then I rode a bus to the mall. On the way I had to change busses, because I had no earthly idea what I was doing. I had to wait with this CRAZY lady next to me. She was laughing hysterically at me. I thought maybe because I am a very confused and out of place little, blonde, nicely dressed, cell phone and iPod in one hand, and mace in the other. I guess I would have laugh at myself if I were a fat bum with maybe all of my belongings in my suitcase that I was taking on the bus. I asked her where she was going, and she answered, “Wherever the next bus is going.” Though she did not get on the next bus because it was only going to the mall.. It made me think about how great of a life that I have. Thank you Jesus. Image having nothing… I don’t know if she was just a nomad or if she had just been kicked out onto the streets by her husband. You never know. The bus experience was amazing. I did it just for the heck of it, but I actually kind of liked it. It is a whole other world/culture for me…